When I am greatful, I think of the wonderful things that life gives me. Beach BBQs, estuary bike rides, sunrises on the moors, paddle boarding on the sea (can you tell that I love the outdoors!). Stunning vistas and family fun. Friends with shared hearts and interests. When I honour my pain, I know that every cloud has a shadow and every picture a back story. The out-takes before the picture-perfect instagram shot. The beach BBQ where we juggled tube feeding. The estuary bike